Twin Reflections 1

I have decided to stick with Love. Hate is too great a burden to bear.

-Martin Luther King Jr.

I want to hate him – my head does anyway – I mean, isn’t that what we are supposed to do when our heart is broken? Isn’t it a thin line between love/hate? Isn’t it part of healing to blame each other for what didn’t go right, and accept responsibility for your part? How are you supposed to feel when you have to say goodbye to someone you want to spend every minute with?

But in Truth – how could I possibly hate the one who helped set me free?

When you are finally able to see right in front of you everything you know about yourself that hasn’t worked for you in your life…it’s an amazing yet terrifying place to be. To have to get 100% real with yourself is the biggest task you will ever take on. For someone like me who is known to “keep it real” and be “brutally honest”, you would think I would have had this one in the bag – NOT. I built up a wall so tall and so thick around me, that I am now convinced that if it wasn’t for my twin flame, my mirror, I would have stayed the same way until my last day on Earth.

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We all have excuses and justifications to allow us to stay sane as we walk our path in life, and in fairness, we do the best we can to make decisions we can live with. But each time we do that, we are keeping ourselves from seeing the perfection in each moment that happens in our lives, and loving those moments for what they bring. I LOVE every moment that has taken place since the day that I found my twin flame – Good, Bad, Perfect, Ugly, Joyous, and Painful. And I am not going to wait for hindsight to rear its ugly head.

Sometimes you don’t realize you’re actually drowning, when you’re too busy always trying to be everyone else’s anchor. We lose ourselves in the things we love. We find ourselves there, too.

 Forces of Nature
 
A natural response
to the calling of a soul
An opening of the heart
to divine love
A pivotal moment
a blending of energies
You taste my essence
and I yours
Time, space, frequency
take on new dimensions.
There is a healing
a metamorphosis
completely unexpected
Body, mind, spirit
a freedom like I have never known
An unshakable faith
in you – in me
in life – in purpose
in God – in Love
Our senses fully awaken
we rejoice
we can see
we can feel
and I surrender all over again.
 
by Linda Willey
 

 Love and Light

-Lola

 

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